Keeping the antennae moving steadily in slow sweeping circles of surveillance, he began systematically to shut down the rest of his nervous system, until he had attained the rest state that he knew— how?—was optimum for the rebuilding of his shell. Already his soft new carapace was beginning to grow rigid as it absorbed water, swelled, filtered out and utilized the lime. But he would have to sit quietly a long while before he was fully armored once more.

He rested. He waited. He did not think at all.


After a time his repose was broken by that inner voice, the one that had been trying to question him during the wildest moments of his molting. It spoke without sound, from a point somewhere within the core of his torpid consciousness.

Are you awake?

I am now, McCulloch answered irritably.

I need definitions. You are a mystery to me. What is a McCulloch?

A man.

That does not help.

A male human being.

That also has no meaning.

Look, I’m tired. Can we discuss these things some other time?

This is a good time. While we rest, while we replenish ourself.

Ourselves, McCulloch corrected.

—Ourself is more accurate.

But there are two of us.

Are there? Where is the other?

McCulloch faltered. He had no perspective on his situation, none that made any sense.—One inside the other, I think. Two of us in the same body. But definitely two of us. McCulloch and not-McCulloch.

I concede the point. There are two of us. You are within me. Who are you?

McCulloch.

So you have said. But what does that mean?

I don’t know.



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